This week is not going fast enough. Today was a rough day. This morning, I kept talking up the babysitter to Abbi so that hopefully I could drop her off without any tears. Well, any time I'd mention the babysitter, she would start crying and clinging to me. I could tell she just did not want to go, and it put me into tears. I finally gathered the courage to take her, and of course, she screamed as I tried to leave. It breaks my heart every time. But I left, knowing that I only have a few days left and we both can do this.
I went to pick her up this afternoon, and I could hear Abbi crying as I came to the door. The babysitter said that she cried on and off all day today, which she has never done before. And once I had her, she did not want me to let her go. I keep trying to justify making tomorrow my last day, but I know that any little bit of money right now is needed, and it's only 2 more days. It just breaks my heart that she is struggling with this so much. I can't wait to be at home with my little girl!!