Saturday, April 7, 2012
Well..... hello there! Why, yes, it has been 4 months since I've last posted. And yes, I do realize that I posted on January first, promising new beginnings and all. Stupid new year's resolutions....
The truth is, life has just been crazy. The last 4 months have been so full of highs and lows and everything inbetween. Honestly - most days, I feel like I'm barely keeping my head above water. I've come to write this post about a million times, then leaving because I didn't know what to write, or it was too late, or I didn't want to post again before I changed my header. (I know, I'm silly.)
But the header has been changed, and there is no more time for excuses. I read this post a couple of months ago, and seriously got a good laugh out of it. All of those items on her list? I want to accomplish them. And how many am I accomplishing right now? Oh, about zero. I feel like my life is so unorganized, (along with my house), and as much as I want that perfect life, I'm just not getting any closer to it right now. So I'm taking baby steps. My food blog has turned into a full time job, which I am grateful for. But being a full time mom and working full time from home equals zero personal time, and pretty much zero time to get a lot of things done. But right now, I'm feeling re-charged. I'm making changes. I'm making priorities. And even though this is just a blog, it is becoming one of my priorities. The thing is, these are my memories. This is my journal. I don't want to forget all of the living we are doing and have done because I'm too busy to document it.
If you follow me on a feed reader, (all 4 of you!), please forgive me as I work on updating the past, and also moving forward. But I'm determined right now!